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The End of Life as We Knew It

by Steve and the Neurotics

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ALL profits from the sales of this album are being split equally between 3 different charities.

1) ASAN – The Autistic Self-Advocacy Network, a non-profit organization run by and for autistics.

2) USO – An organization that benefits deployed troops, disabled veterans, and families of fallen veterans.

3) Animal Defense League of San Antonio, TX – A no kill shelter that has been helping to save animals since 1934.

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released August 16, 2016

Recorded @ Neurotic Studios - San Antonio, TX
Mixed and Mastered @ Nexus Studios - San Antonio, TX
Produced by Steve Neurotic & Jason Hatch
Cover art by Jennifer Papp

Recorded June-August 2016, except Tracks 3, 10, and 15 originally recording in 2013. Remixed and Remastered August 2016 @ Nexus Studio.

"I Do" originally by Pink Lincolns, ©1989

"Come On, Let's Go" originally by Ritchie Valens ©1958

All others ©2016 Neurotic Entertainment. All rights reserved.

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Steve and the Neurotics is the new solo/side project of the vocalist/guitarist of Shower With Goats. If you took The Ramones, Alkaline Trio, Smoking Popes, & some 50's albums and tossed them in a blender... well you get the idea. Other than Steve, the band is backed by whatever of his friends happen to be around. ... more

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Track Name: Endeavors
Everything is pointing to misery
I don't know how I should be anymore when I'm around you
Psychosis is taking over my head
A million words left unsaid
I shadow myself from you.

If I could change endeavors
I'd open up myself to you
And show you my true form
that I have purposely hid from you

But I can not change whether
your reaction would suit me
So here I lay my head and
let these thoughts continue to be dreams
Track Name: Vacation
I might've lost my mind
but I didn't lose my soul
My heart is beating fast for you

We just need a break somewhere far away
Where we can be alone

Take a breath and hold my hand
Run with me across this land
even if we're going nowhere

Take a chance and trust in me
and everything that I believe
even if we're going somewhere far away
Track Name: Eyes For You (Featuring Jen Neurotic)
Baby have you been running around with him
You've got on that stupid grin like you've found someone new

Honey I just want you to understand
You're my one and only man
I've only got eyes for you

Can you tell from the look in my eyes, baby
I'm so glad that you're a part of my life
I hope one day you will come to realize
Just how much that I love you
Track Name: Hey Mom
Hey mom, I hope you can hear me
from the stars high above
at night when I'm talking to you

I miss your laugh
I miss your smile
I miss that loving, caring soul that was always inside of you

And I still haven't had the chance to properly mourn you
And I still shed a tear every time I think of you
And I still have a hard time trying to talk about you
Not a day has gone by where I'm not missing you
Missing you.

Mom, I'm keeping my word
I'm taking care of dad the best I can
Just as I promised you I would

You know it's not easy
You know how stubborn he can be
But the hardest thing of all is
seeing him crying from losing you

And I still haven't had the chance to properly mourn you
And I still shed tears every time I think of you
And I still have a hard time trying to talk about you
Not a day has gone by where I'm not missing you
Missing you.
Track Name: Wrong Turn (Acoustic)
Getting off the freeway
Exit 22
Thinking about the past
and I remember you

And the times you broke me
and drove me mad
Those memories keep haunting me

Get out of my head
Get out of my mind
You're a catastrophe that keeps distracting me

Get out of my head
Get out of my mind
You were a wrong turn down a one way street
and I'm so glad we're done
Track Name: Strength
You know there's no denying
that something here is really wrong
One day you'll try and fight it
But don't you see you've already won

One day you'll run away from me
You'll spread your wings and you'll be gone
You'll be gone

I'm waiting for you to see
Waiting for you to believe
that you're stronger than you think

I'm waiting for you to see
Waiting for you to believe
that you're better without me
And fly away
Track Name: Ignore The Problems
Work your 9 to 5
Rush home to your average life
Watch TV, relax your feet, Ignore The Problems
Question nothing, do as you're told

Don't you see that you're part of the problem
Nothing's ever gonna change, if you do nothing

Use your voice make a choice
Stand up for all that you believe
Against the lies, against the greed
Against the bull that they feed

Use your voice make a choice
Stand up for all that you believe
Against the lies, against the greed
Against corruption they breed

Struggle every day
Broke as fuck but some bills got paid
You bitch and moan about your life
but you do nothing
Take a stand and invoke some change

Don't you see that you're part of the problem
Nothing's ever gonna change, if you do nothing

Use your voice make a choice
Stand up for all that you believe
Against the lies, against the greed
Against the bull that they feed

Use your voice make a choice
Stand up for all that you believe
Against the lies, against the greed
Against corruption they breed
Track Name: Family
When my mom died
A piece of me followed by her side
That seemed to pass by all your eyes
And on that day the family I knew went away
I needed love but I saw hate

I was on the ground and you were all around
but no one seemed to care
You still judge that young boy from long ago
I was feeling down and you were all around
but no love left to spare
You've all turned into strangers I don't know

As some would say
Now's the time to walk away
In your eyes you have done no wrong
No I won't cry
I will only say goodbye
I should have seen this all along.

I was on the ground and you were all around
but no one seemed to care
You still judge that young boy from long ago
I was feeling down and you were all around
but no love left to spare
You've all turned into strangers I don't know
Track Name: Burning Out
I'm sick of these cloudy days
when it's cold and grey and the sun don't shine
I'm sick of this waiting game
of a better life for you and I

And I can't remember when
we held hands and it felt like there was no end
And I can't remember when
you thought of me as your closest friend

I'm holding on to the thought of our past life
I'm holding on to everything that was so right
I don't know how much more I can take
I'm burning out
Yes I'm burning out.
Track Name: My Hand (Featuring Jen Neurotic)
Well my baby left me in a cloud of smoke and
now I'm all alone, just me and my hand
It's not quite the same but, it can get me off and
Not make me feel like lesser of a man

And now I know she's not the only one for me yeah yeah
I've got my hand and everything will be alright

You can take your hand and shove it up your ass and
think about me when i'm fucking a new man
Don't you even diss this, boy you know you miss this
So forget about getting the upper hand

And now I know she's not the only one for me yeah yeah
I've got my hand and everything will be alright

Go ahead and leave I will be just fine
My hand and fingers will party every fucking night
Yeah whatever boy
I hope you and your hand will have a wonderful life together

And now I know she's not the only one for me yeah yeah
I've got my hand and everything will be alright
Track Name: But Sects
While making love down by the river
I went to go put it in
I missed by about an inch
I got a frown but not a grin

As I heard you mutter owie
I had started looking down
That's when I saw my willy had a little brown

Butt sex I'm talking about butt sex
I didn't mean to hurt you baby but your ass is on my mind
Butt sex I'm talking about butt sex
I'm thinking maybe we should give it a little try
Track Name: Regress
Trying to figure out just what went wrong
Because my heads a mess and I'm feeling alone
Please save me from my mind

Late at night down here I lie awake and
even though you're close you know my heart is aching
Baby this isn't right

Can we be saved
You know I need you now
I'm crying out for you

And I miss you
I miss you
And every little thing we used to do
And I miss you
I miss you
And I just bear the thought of losing you

And I miss you
Track Name: Baby Don't Go
I came home last night
to a cold and empty house
Your shoes and clothes were gone
and I just started bugging out
And I'm so sorry baby for whatever it was that I did to you

So now I lie here all alone in this half empty bed
The things I should of done keep running circle around my head
If I could only turn back the clock maybe just and hour or two

I'd say baby don't go (don't go, don't go)
Baby please stay (please stay, please stay)
I need you here (I need you here)
I need you baby

Baby don't leave (don't leave, don't leave)
Please my sweet babe (sweet babe, sweet babe)
Don't leave me here (don't leave me here)
alone oh baby woah oh oh
Track Name: Fire and Ice (Featuring Jen Neurotic)
Well you barely cook and you never clean
and you treat me like i'm in my teens
but I love you, I love you baby I do

You smell like smoke and your teeth are green
and you never treat me like a queen
but I love you, I love you baby I do

We may go together like fire and ice but it doesn't matter
We'll drive each other crazy, but until the end
we've gotta stick together. Forever

I'm sorry if I made you cry but that dirty laundry is twelve feet high
but I love you, I love you baby I do
I know I said till death do I part but I didn't mean to die from a fart
but I love you, I love you baby I do

We may go together like fire and ice but it doesn't matter
We'll drive each other crazy, but until the end
we've gotta stick together. Forever

I love you
I loathe you
I love you
I'll leave you
I love you
You suck
Track Name: Winter Night Stand
Stay with me on this cold winter night
I'll remember you this time
Hold my hand and never let it go
But I know that you are thinking of running home

End this pain
End my misery
Make me a happy guy even temporarily
Because if you stay and spend this night with me
I promise you i'll try to not make this a fling

Tonight I know I want you
Tonight I know I need you
On this night I know that I truly care

Tomorrow will I want you
Tomorrow will I need you
Tomorrow will you be another cross to bear
Track Name: The Darkest Skies
There'll be no more smiles today
No more words to ease the pain
There'll be no more memories of better days

There'll be no more childish dreams
No more sides with greener things
Only the darkest cloud filled skies for you and me

I've given up
I've had enough
I've lost all hope in just about everything

I've given up
I've had enough
My heart can't take this heartbreak anymore
Track Name: I Will Never Give Up On You
If you're lonely know that I care
If you need me know I'll be there
If you're crying I'll cry for you
And if you're dying I'll die with you too

But there's one thing baby I won't do
no matter how much hell you put me through

I will never give up on you
That's the one thing baby
that I refuse to do

I will never give up on you
You can stab and beat me and tie my noose
but I'll still never give up on you
Track Name: Shake
Hey I see the way you look at me
I hear you talking about me
I like the way you shake that little thing

Girl I know you want to be with me
I know you want to ride with me
so come on baby shake that thing again

You wanted bad, well I'm the one
We can surely have some fun
Get a little closer now
and make me smile with that thing